Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Simon,” he said to Peter, “are you asleep? Could
you not keep watch for one hour? Watch
and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but
the body is weak.” Mark 14:37-38
Have
you ever imagined that Peter and the other disciples were just awful people to
be asleep when Jesus most needed them to be in prayer with Him and for
Him? Have you thought that if you had
been there, never ever would you have fallen asleep? Have you ever wondered how one could fall
asleep on the hard ground ... outside in the cold ... almost immediately after having eaten the
Passover meal with Jesus?
Have you ever fallen asleep while on
your knees in prayer? Have you awakened, felt a call to pray, started to do so,
and then it was time to get up, hours later? Did you pray? For how long?
Could you even remember? Have you
wanted to pray but couldn't get your mind focused? Have you been in prayer and
stopped to answer the phone ... read a text ... check your e-mail ... respond
to someone else ... or some other distraction?
Did you ask God to wait for a few minutes, or did you just abruptly
leave Him?
I
can only thank God for His grace, and mercy, and loving kindness. Even when I don't do what I want to do, when
my flesh overrules my spirit, when my best desire fails, Jesus graciously acknowledges
"the
spirit is willing, but the body is weak." He gently encourages me to "watch and pray." I can
only say, Yes Lord, I will watch and
pray. Starting right now, I will watch
and pray more diligently, more faithfully, more consistently, more often.